Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Sunday, October 4, 2026

Cruising

Minor White Minor White
Minor White,
Arches of the Dodd Building
(1938)

Searching for you
The public you
A you now honored by queer art activists

What would you think of this, 
fifty years after your death?

We publicly proclaim our love 
Men loving men 
Something you thought impossible
Something I thought impossible

There are thorns, of course there are thorns, 
there are always thorns
And there are rose beds of lush bloom

Let’s hang out together in the archive
Cruise each other in full view of others
Push the edge of what I know and what I imagine
Embrace the private you
Your passionate quest of the spirit.

-- Larry Wolf, October 2026

read at the Gerber/Hart Queer History Symposium, 3 October 2026 

Larry Wolf, Instagram Search for Minor White (2026)

Monday, September 28, 2026

The Sphinx Redux

Larry Wolf, The Sphinx at The Farms (2026)

I've been thinking, again, about the Sphinx at Allerton's place, the gift designed by John Borie, his friend,  architect, traveling companion, perhaps much more. 

Here's a short edit from Oscar Wilde's poem:

A beautiful and silent Sphinx has watched me through the shifting gloom

... who were your lovers?

... how subtle-secret is your smile!

... you kissed his mouth with mouths of flame ... you called him by his secret name

... ruined is the house ... scattered here and there ... in the windy sand  

... his giant granite hand still clenched in impotent despair 

... go seek his fragments ... wake mad passions in the senseless stone!

... are there not others more accursed ... than I?

... watches the world with wearied eyes ... and weeps for every soul

Oscar Wilde, The Sphinx (1894) 
[wikipedia.org/.../The_Sphinx_(poem)] 

 

Larry Wolf, The Sphinx at The Farms (2026)

Earlier Posts

Monday 24 November 2025: The Sphinx 

Saturday 6 December 2025: Reflective Saturday

Friday, July 31, 2026

For Minor - Open Mic

Larry Wolf, Slide for Queer History Open Mic (2026)
at Gerber/Hart Library and Archives

For Minor

Have you ever been in love?
Alfred Stieglitz to Minor White, 1946

Let’s begin our story --
A photograph

A man
In an archway
A dark street
Waterfront
Portland
The West Coast Portland

Portland
en route to Seattle 
1937
29

Or for me
East Coast
Arriving in Burlington
Green Mountains and a lake
1976
25

Arrived with an Argus
with a Nikon
With a bundle of sonnets
with a sketchbook
Stopped for a few days
for a first real job
That became a few years
that became my entire professional life

We knew what we were looking for
Men
On the waterfront
Cruising
Ancient blood sport? Hunter and hunted?
Ritualistic bonding? Self and other?

Me seeking you
Across decades
Across worlds
Yet
All one world

College behind us
Traveling light
Possessions given away
Or left for safe keeping
That proved not so safe 
- the many poems, with a friend, vanish
- boxes mouldering, soaked in a garage
- imperfect archives

Who are you?
A poet 
Changing mediums
Changing homes
Traveling with a typewriter
And a camera

And me?
Software for a living
Yet
Also
Typewriter and camera

Companions
Fingertips pounding impressions in paper
Hand-held box of sensitive film 

Seeking resonance 
… spirit
… unspeakable 

Seeking love
Since high school
At least
HOMO sexual
A fight with parents
You left
And returned
And it was never spoken of again

I kept it on the down low
Hidden even from myself
Until
That 21st summer, 1972
Kelly and Al
Two men
So clearly in love
I knew the mathematician
The other?
Cast a warming glow
Together, an existence proof
Opening a door to personal possibility

For you
The heartbreak of ‘33
The Sonnets, winter in ‘36
An unnamed man
Held
Private 

Then drafted in a war
Mostly at a desk
Time to write

Retyping the sonnets
You returned to 
Your personal battle

Too many times love has come and gone 
With too small fulfillment in its wake 
For me not to hear in its gay tone 
A fugue of tears across the shining lake. 
…
A man desiring men, nothing better dreamt 
For the genial exercise of self contempt.

You said there was no time for photography
Yet there are photographs
Tender portraits of men
Comrades

Post-war
The first big exhibition
Those portraits
Poems of war
The gallery said -- too much --  remove the poems
You withdrew it all
Withdrew
Pulled back

Years later
You published
The photographs
The poems
Amputations

In 1947 and ‘48
Tom held your attention
Naked to your gaze
Three bursts of making
A small book of prints
A copy for you
A copy for Tom

Your yearning bleeds from the photographs
Physical 
Messy 
Intimate 

Left to wonder
Were there others?

I too
Keep coming back
Your sonnets
Your photographs 
Those beautiful tender male bodies
The photographer-poet exposed

I reach out
Finding you
Your art
In my heart

Another queer life reclaimed

Much love
Rest in joy
Rest in passion

Thank you

Larry Wolf, Chicago (2026)

Notes

Minor White wrote one hundred sonnets during the winter of 1936/37. Eighty-nine of them survive in his archives. 

He wrote: 

a love affair of short duration, spring of ‘33 probably, left an indelible mark. The Sonnet Sequence … covers the dawn, noon, dusk, and long black night strewn with the barbed wire and thistles of loving a man instead of a woman.

…

The decision to return to photography was based on what had been learned writing verse. I said in effect, "in becoming a photographer I am only changing mediums, the essential core of both verse and photography is poetry."

 Minor White, Memorable Fancies (i958/2025)

Credits

Minor White, Arches of the Dodd Building, Southwest Front Avenue and Ankeny Street (1938) New Deal Art Project, U.S. General Services Administration

Minor White, Fragments from Sonnet 9 and Sonnet 21, Sonnet Sequence, Minor White Archive, MWA A 093, Folder 1735 (1937-38), Princeton University Art Museum, Princeton, New Jersey

Sunday, July 19, 2026

Thursday, July 9, 2026

Happy Birthday Minor White

Larry Wolf, Minor White 118th Birthday (2026)

Monday, March 2, 2026

Studio Day 28

Larry Wolf, On a Cold Winter Day (2026)

 ...

like the coin Whitman carried in his pocket all the way to that basement

bar on Broadway that isn't there anymore

Oh to be in Whitman's pocket on a cold winter day

to feel his large warm hands slide in and out, and in again

To be taken hold of by Walt Whitman! To be exchanged!

To be spent for something somebody wanted and drank and found delicious.

Marie Howe, One Day

Pfaff's, 647 Broadway at Bleecker, run by Charles Ignatius Pfaff

Monday, November 24, 2025

The Sphinx

Allerton House - Mansion Pond, Front Terrace (1938?)
HGMT 36 neg (1 of 2), University of Illinois Archive RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives


Allerton House - Terrace, Pool Area (1935?)
HGMT - 34 neg (1 of 2), University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives


Allerton House - Upper Terrace (1920s)
HGMT - 26 neg, University of Illinois Archives RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

These Sphinx were designed by John Borie III, Robert Allerton's friend and the architect for Allerton House. They may have been created in the memory of Oscar Wilde, shortly after his death, referencing his poem The Sphinx. 

A beautiful and silent Sphinx has watched me through the shifting gloom.
 
Inviolate and immobile she does not rise she dos not stir
For silver moons are nought to her and nought to her the suns that reel. 
 ...
A thousand weary centuries are thine while I have hardly seen
Some twenty summers cast their green for Autumn's gaudy liveries. 
 ...
Sing to me of that odorous green eve when crouching by the marge
You heard from Adrian's gilded barge the laughter of Antinous 
 
And lapped the stream and fed your drouth and watched with hot and hungry stare 
The ivory body of that rare young slave with his pomegranate mouth!
...
When through the purple corridors the screaming scarlet Ibis flew
In terror, and a horrid dew dripped from the moaning Mandragores. 
...
Who were your lovers? who were they who wrestled for you in the dust?
Which was the vessel of your Lust? What Leman had you, every day? 
 ...
You kissed his mouth with mouths of flame: you made the horned-god your own:
You stood behind him on his throne: you called him by his secret name.
 
You whispered monstrous oracles into the caverns of his ears:
With blood of goats and blood of steers you taught him monstrous miracles.
 ...
The god is scattered here and there: deep hidden in the windy sand
I saw his giant granite hand still clenched in impotent despair. 
... 
But these, thy lovers, are not dead.
...
Your lovers are not dead, I know. They will rise up and hear thy voice
And clash their cymbals and rejoice and run to kiss your mouth! and so,
 
Set winds upon your argosies! Set horses to your ebon car!
Back to your Nile! ...
...
See, the dawn shivers round the grey gilt-dialled towers, and the rain 
Streams down each diamoned pane and blurs with tears the wannish day.
...
What songless tongueless ghost of sin crept through the curtains of the night,
And saw my taper burning bright, and knocked and bade you enter in?
...
Get hence, you loathsome misery! Hideous animal, get hence!
You wake in me each bestial sense, you make me what I would not be.
...
Whose pallid burden, sick with pain, watches the world with wearied eyes,
And weeps for every soul that dies, and weeps for every soul in vane.  

 Oscar Wilde, The Sphinx (1894) 

Typically a sphinx would guarding a home, confronting a visitor. Robert had these turned so he could look upon their faces from the Solarium, indicating that the gardens and nature is what is being entered and protected. 

Perhaps like Wilde's poem, Robert is questioning the sphinx, asking what they know of history and what might be learned from their experience. Of course, the sphinx is silent. We must rely on our own intuition, considering our questions as our guide.

Oscar Wilde was at the peak of his fame when the poem was published. He would soon be in a legal entanglement with the Marquess of Queensberry, the father of his lover, Lord Alfred (Bosie) Douglas. The trials resulted in Wilde's conviction for gross indecency. He was sentence to two years of hard labor. Wilde was broken by the imprisonment, his loss of reputation and social standing, and related financial losses. He died three years after his release from prison, in 1900, as the mansion was being completed.

Were the sphinx a coded reminder of the risks of challenging social norms? To generally be alert? An invitation to contemplate the enigmas of life?

Allerton House - Upper Terrace / Cropped
HGMT - 9 neg, University of Illinois Archive RS 31/13/5 Box 6 Negatives

Thursday, July 31, 2025

Memory of June 1994

Silent Running

An evening celebration
Let’s meet people 
Establish my presence
Or at least an awareness
Of them
Perhaps
Of me

Alone at a full table
They know each other
Know each other well
Years of living
Years of loving
Years of tears
And cheers
And burials
And marches
Tonight, acknowledged
For of by the all of us

All of them
I know the causes they work for
I know the forces they work against
Just not here

Had I been in Montpelier
Or Burlington
Or Saint Johnsbury
Or Brattleboro
I would have known them
All of them
Might have been on the podium handing out an award

I had to leave
Staying was killing me

Here
Alone
Lost
On edge
I flee
Way before last call
Way before awkward goodbyes and see you soons

Ripped up decades of connection
Shred my heart
Left the cool mountains
For this sweltering swamp
Alone in a hostile world 
Smothered in southern gentility

Inner rage 
Quiet street
Back stairs
Bare apartment
Hum of air conditioning
Staring out at treetops
Wishing for a thunderstorm 
Dance in the downpour

Many reasons to have left
Many reasons to have come 
Dry tears of unresolved loss

-- Larry Wolf, 31 July 2025
remembering June 1994

Monday, July 28, 2025

Empty

 (1)

Chairs
Cups
Tea
Gone

Once
Voices
Paused
Quiet 

Glance 
Eyes
Held
Abyss

Loss
Too sad to cry
Beyond words
Space
 

(2)

Woods (chopped down)
Exotic (slave labor in a rain forest)
Local (clearcut off stolen land)
Metal (extracted from strip mines)
Space (held at great expense)
Polished (by workers, unacknowledged)
Street (cleared of all drifters)
Shadows (not enough to hide in)
Hazy (lost in memory)
Alone (with my lover)
Travelers (from afar)
Evidence (just this)
 
-- Larry Wolf, 28 July 2025

Larry Wolf, Two Chairs (2025)


Friday, July 25, 2025

Me and Rimbaud

Larry Wolf, Arthur and Larry and Larry and Arthur (2025)

Arthur and Larry and Larry and Arthur


Many
Generations apart
Continents apart
Connected

In his web
Paul
David
Patti

Gay Sunshine chapbook - A Lover’s Cock
Collected poems and poems and poems and letters
Imaginings of Java and Abyssinia
Fragments

David made a mask
From a photograph
Friends wore it
He photographed

The mask became a pin
Souvenir from an exhibition
Rebel artists brought into the canon
I wear it

Explaining, always explaining
A zine of explanation
Grit became polished
Raw edges still present

Almost twice Arthur’s age
Almost twice David’s age
Patti recites the poems
I look over my shoulder

At sixteen
Burst on the scene
At twenty one
A last poem

Yet
A century later
Here I am
His descendant

-- Larry Wolf, 28 July 2025

[Photo at The First Homosexuals exhibition. See also Two Bad Boy Artists and At 17 and 170.]

Saturday, July 19, 2025

At a Zine Fair

Hide Seek / The ___ of ___

A glance
Catch my eye
Hold my gaze
A flash of attraction
Radiance
Shimmers
Like on sunrise
Like a bomb blast
Like a wink
Like a smile
Like me
Love me
Hold me
All of me
In this fleeting moment

A moment of 
being
of
dissolution
of
coming
of
cumming
of
small death
of
birth
of
becoming
of
this moment

an end
that is
endless

Saturday in July 2025
-- Larry Wolf, 19 July 2025

Larry Wolf, Hide & Seek (2025)




 
Larry Wolf, Hide Seek (2025)

Larry Wolf, Hide Seek (2025)


Thursday, July 10, 2025

The Past Enters the Present

Larry Wolf, Considering Gustave (2025)

The artist goes for a walk
His dog comes along, perhaps there's a treat in a pocket
They're larger than life in this photograph
Made by the artist's brother, perhaps a staged moment of their everyday life
One hundred and forty years ago.

In this moment, my now
A grand exhibit in a grand museum
A patron of the arts who was himself an artist
Celebrated though we know little and speculate a lot
Who was this man who went for a walk on a cobblestone street?

A twenty-first century photographer frames this
A patron leaving the gallery
A guard leaning on the wall
The exit doors open
A pause before we continue with our everyday lives.

-- Larry Wolf, 10/23 July 2025

Monday, July 7, 2025

Chapbook Mockup

Larry Wolf, Louisville Poems Chapbook (2025)

Louisville Poems, 1994 - 1996, originally posted to thepoint.net, now on this blog and a 1-of-1 chapbook.

[Index of Poems]

Wednesday, July 2, 2025

Too Much

Don’t be too adorable, it gets your cheek pinched
Don’t be so sensitive, you cry baby
Don’t be too smart, kids will throw rocks at you
Don’t have a flashy bike, someone will take it at knife point
Don’t fight for your stuff, you’ll only get hurt
Don’t pin a towel around your neck as a cape, who do you think you are? Superman?
Don’t be too Bronx, people will make fun of how you speak
Don’t use big words, people will think you’re trying to impress and don’t know what you’re talking about
Don’t be teacher’s pet, you suck up!
Don’t hum while you’re working, if you do, be on key
Don’t be fat, kids in Europe are starving
Don’t be too Jewish, millions were exterminated
You don’t even know how to be Jewish, not like cousin Marty, he goes to yeshiva
Don’t be an ugly American, you klutz
Don’t be too powerful, leaders get stabbed in the back
Don’t be so accommodating, they’re taking advantage of you
Don’t be too gay, Jim is awfully effeminate
Don’t be too flirty, your lingering look will get you punched in the face

Let that be a lesson to you.

-- Larry Wolf, 2 July 2025

Monday, June 30, 2025

Holding You

Devil’s Rope, Laramie, 1998 

October 
A chill breeze comes off the Rockies
My ruddy wires cast shadows from the warrior moon
A quiet night

A truck pulls up
You and two others stagger out
They tower over you
Push you
Threaten you
Growl
FAGGOT
ON YOUR KNEES
Your face at their crotches
You plead

They pull out their
Gun 
Raise it
Bash the butt 
Into your head
your head
your head

You crumple
They drag you, toss you
Onto me
I sag, hold your unconscious weight

Doors slam
Engine starts
Tires spin up dirt
They’re gone

We’re alone
Your arms thrown backwards over me
My taut wire cuts into your armpits
barbs tear your shirt and skin
Your head hangs listless

Your breath
Rough
Ragged
Irregular

Shivering
Shaking
Convulsing
Your spasms pulse through me

Then 
Still
Limp 
Seeping blood
Cold night

I can offer 
No help
No warmth
Only presence

In the faintest dawn
A passing runner, pauses, wonders
Is that a scarecrow?
Sees it is a boy
Goes for help

Sirens
Police
Flashing lights
Ambulance
Useless

We’re entangled 
I quiver as you're lifted
Carried away
Clinging to life
Bits of your clothes
flesh
blood
On me, left behind

Cars arrive
Candles
A vigil
Days and nights

A stream of mourners
River of mourners
Flood of mourners

Months pass
Still they come

We spent a night together
Your last night out
Out 
Under the vast sky you loved so much

Matthew Shepard
Matthew Shepard
Matthew Shepard

-- Larry Wolf, 30 June 2025

Larry Wolf, Held (Zine Photo 2025/Fence Photo 2010)


An earlier version of this poem was read at Maine Media Workshops on June 27, 2025, at the conclusion of The Photographic Poem with Richard Blanco.

The above photo is of my zine Rough Raw Reclaimed (2021). The text, on the inside of the zine, reads:

Tear Streaked Cheeks

On a fence outside Laramie, Wyoming, a man was beaten and left to die on a cold October night, 1998. Matthew Shepard became the poster child of gay hate crimes. There were candlelight vigils – organized all too quickly and too well. We should not be so good at this public mourning and outcry. Enough is enough. 

The trial. The protestors chanting hell for the homosexual. The angelic counter-protests. His parents. Their compassion. Their determination. The plays, art, chorale works and politics that followed.

The Matthew Shepard and James Byrd Jr. Hate Crimes Prevention Act became law in 2009. Two brutal deaths in 1998, one homophobic, one racist. A decade. Another decade. Much still to do.
 

An Earlier View from the Fence

Jeff Sheng's MFA Thesis Exhibition included a large forty foot wide by six foot high digitally constructed panoramic photographic installation, titled "Where Matthew Lay Dying: Laramie, Wyoming," originally shot and taken from the spot and vantage point where the hate crime/murder victim Matthew Shepard was found on a fence post outside Laramie, Wyoming. 

[Wikipedia Entry for Jeff Sheng]

Thursday, June 26, 2025

Thorny Beauty

Portrait of a Shipwrecked Invader 

Shades of green with pops of white 
A tightly wrapped bud with a blush of pink
A pure white whorl of petals glows in the morning light
A star of sepals surrounds a wiry ring of spent stamen around the ovary incubating seeds.

Survivor of salt spray and freezing winters
Impassable thickets of rugosa spread from underground runners
 - Armoring spikes protect tender shoots and a stockade of stalks 
Hips dense with seeds nourish animals who further spread the robustly prolific plant.

A schooner filled with horticultural oddities floundered and its cargo fell into the ocean
Scrawny and scraggly, the specimens broke free of their crates and settled in the sand, sent out scouts, secured a beachhead, largely unnoticed
Rooted deeply in the land, gone native, crossbreed, flourished
A new participant shifted the ecology.

-- Larry Wolf, 26 June/7 July 2025

Larry Wolf, Thorny Beauty (2025)

Wednesday, June 25, 2025

Family

Sonya at Sixteen

Surrounded - Heshel, Miriam, Ruthie, Harold, Abe -
no Anita
headaches, dizzy, bewildered, dead
just before Pesach
we moved on
like always
running 
running from
Europe
North Atlantic
vast Canada
Brooklyn
enough already

Observant, keeping the old ways, though papa keeps his yarmulke under his hat
Ruthie and I navigate - Yiddish, Russian, English - their guides in this new world
I’m ready to break out and find my way
observant of me
still I see Benji
he helped me pick out this coat
stylish
mama says I’m too ready to leave 
I should take my time
Time! 
Anita was so vibrant - now gone
shvester I miss you

We are gathered before the camera
smile but don’t smile
relax but not too much
show the people in Kyiv we’ve arrived
we have warm coats
shined shoes (well, not papa)
a professional photographer
Ruthie is ready to dance
I just want this to be over.

-- Larry Wolf, 24 June 2025

Unknown Photographer,
My Great Grandparents and their Children (1917?)

Thursday, March 6, 2025

Crack

Larry Wolf, Cup (2025)

Larry Wolf, Cup (2025)

Larry Wolf, Cup (2025)


Weeping Through a Deep Hairline Crack

Fragmented
Functional
Fragile
Fierce

 
Larry Wolf, Cup (2025)

Monday, October 21, 2024

Arthur Rimbaud at 17 and 170

Larry Wolf, Two Portraits of Arthur Rimbaud at 17 by Etienne Carjat 1871
as seen through the pages in Wyatt Mason Rimbaud Complete 2002 (2024)

Patti Smith reminded me that yesterday, 20 October (1854), was Arthur Rimbaud's birthday. She recited a poem, I think her own translation, transcribed by me, with apologies for any errors.

My Bohemia

Fists in torn pockets, I departed.
My overcoat grew ideal too. 
I walked your night, oh muse,
And dreamed, oh what glorious love.

My only trousers had a hole.
Little Tom Thumb,
I dropped my dreaming rhymes,
My lodging was the great Bear Inn.

And in the sky my stars were rustling.
I listened seated by the road 
In soft September 
Where the dew was wine vigor on my face.

And in weird shadows rhyming
Plucked like lyres the laces of my martyred shoes,
One foot against my heart.

-- Arthur Rimbaud/Patti Smith translation